The first and last.

The man I hate most in the world is the one man who can bring me crashing into the ground...

Who can make me feel like I am of no importance in this life. That I am just a forgotten soul wondering this pitiful thing called life. Unloved and invisible. I watch everyone pass me by as I scream in terror.

Damn you, I hate you. I loathe you, you mean nothing to me. Yet you found a way to my heart... you found a way to crush me. I cried for you. I shed many of tears for you. This was the first time and it will be the last.

You have severed me. The ties are lost. I locked you out and you will never get in.

I hope you have a nice life, a lonely life. One down, three to go.

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| written Friday, Jan. 06, 2006 at 7:11 PM
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