2005
Make note: If the entry "The detours in life" appears, just ignore it. I've deleted it many times from my archives and it keeps re-appearing. It's kind of spooky and freaking me out. It won't leave me alone! Ah!
Me written 02.27.04
Got to take him out afterall written 7.30.03
Why can't I buy him dinner?! written 7.30.03
Lauren's Diary Reading written 7.28.03
Yes I am living and breathing here! written 7.27.03
the "perfect" gift, but I'm a brokeass & can't get it! written 7.25.03
"fun" without the quotations written 7.24.03
Fun Fun Fun Fun Fun written 7.23.03
What's to write about? written 7.22.03
That moment right before a storm.. written 7.21.03
Each day feels like one, they are all the same! written 7.20.03
Dumbasses written 7.19.03
He played hookie for me written 7.18.03
I want to run away! written 7.17.03
I ruin things! AH written 7.16.03
"Putt Putt" written 7.16.03
He slept in my arms written 7.15.03
Daddy? written 7.14.03
A sleep trial written 7.13.03
My love isn't that deep ... yet written 7.11.03
Understanding written 7.10.03
I'll give it all.. for him written 7.10.03
Horrible movie + Dave = FUN written 7.9.03
The drain of "bore". WATCH OUT written 7.8.03
Just a blur written 7.7.03
Not human after all written 7.7.03
His relief written 7.6.03
Cried all night written 7.5.03
Dave's arms written 7.4.03
Happy 4th'O'july! written 7.4.03
Third Wheel... ?? written 7.03.03
Tired? Yes, no wait NO written 7.2.03
Fucking hate people written 7.1.03
He is Dave written 6.30.03
Hypocritical written 6.30.03
Me and You written 6.29.03
"Huh?" written 6.27.03
I told him written 6.26.03
I'm stupid, I know. written 6.25.03
Confused! written 6.24.03
I need a "dad" not a Father written 6.24.03
I love him written 6.23.03
Me rest NO! written 6.22.03
Money = EVIL! written 6.21.03
BUSTED written 6.20.03
Still Frame written 6.20.03
Where's the emotion? written 6.19.03
Our seasons are switching written 6.19.03
Strongbadia RULES! written 6.18.03
Late night calls written 6.17.03
I'm in the mood for love written 6.16.03
Zzz written 6.16.03
The "double-date" written 6.15.03
C-o-m-m-i-t-m-e-n-t written 6.13.03
Where my chocolate?! written 6.13.03
I am done! I swear! written 6.12.03
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Studying, head explode written 6.12.03
Fear? or shy? written 6.12.03
The world ended written 6.11.03
Bye Bye Days written 6.11.03
"Huny Buny" written 6.5.03
Falling out of love w/me written 6.4.03
Cloud 9 written 6.1.03
I am HAPPY! written 5.25.03
Quick recap written 5.18.03
Breaks of Life written 5.10.03
NoTalk, tremble, dull written 5.10.03
Worn out written 5.8.03
Something I never felt written 5.2.03
Where my wall? written 5.1.03
The Stars written 4.30.03
Why can't I write an entry? written 4.29.03
Only thing keeping me sane written 4.28.03
Want peace? GET ME OFF! written 4.27.03
T-t-tired written 4.26.03
Who measures up to the title of a "good friend" written 4.26.03
Cycle of inevitable depression written 4.25.03
Betrayed written 4.24.03
Mom?!? written 4.23.03
Different written 4.21.03
Going to nothing written 3.27.03
What the... ? written 3.1.03
Break the idiots written 2.13.03
Only way out written 2.4.03
10cent Sale written 2.1.03
The Deadly Trap written 1.31.03
A Thrill Ride written 1.30.03
Demon Juice written 1.29.03
Handle it written 1.28.03
"The Him" written 12.23.02
Free to breathe written 11.1.02
Rob written 10.08.02
Electromagnet impulses written 9.23.02
Under the dumps written 9.22.02
To a negative, is a positive written 9.14.02
One year later written September 11, 2002
How come? written 9.5.02
Heart & mind conflict written 9.2.02
Shivering, throbbing, cramping written 8.28.02
Doing what you don't want to do written 8.26.02
My promise is broken written 8.21.02
Rings written 8.20.02
Dead zone written 8.19.02
Beware of the 'shift' written 8.18.02
The world has stopped written 8.18.02
The urge to want written 8.16.02
Job written 8.15.02
All new to me written 8.14.02
YES YES YES written 8.13.02
Lightning cleansing written 8.12.02
Looking at a stranger written 8.11.02
Striking up memories written 8.10.02
Babbling on & on & on written 8.9.02
Si Si, Wee Wee written 8.8.02
The "Deadline" written 8.7.02
Mysteriously pretty written 8.6.02
The beauty of friendship written 8.6.02
Love ends with a tear written 8.5.02
A tear holding my pain written 8.3.02
One life to live written 8.2.02
Emotionally painful written 8.2.02
Im not a normal teen. written 8.2.02
Boring day, but getting noticed written 8.1.02
Goldfish are evil, I actually slept written 8.1.02
Frustration of liking 2 guys written 7.31.02
During a dunk, a spark flew written 7.31.02
Staying awake against my will written 7.31.02
Nihility
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